Here I am on the last day of sem 2 and very soon I will be a second year student. I sincerely cant believe how fast time flies. I can still remember the very first day I was at IMU being freshie dunno anything like innocent....and now woah IMU is like my second home haha...
I ended my sem 2 with a bang cos seriously today I was practically everywhere doing everything. First woke up at 5.30 to study UTP......in which in the end I still cant remember what i studied and did badly in my test...sigh... Then skipped UTP class after test to finish 3 reports of mine and to edit my UTP essay...a lot of UTP!!! And then go eat eat lunch and then go to the fire emergency class in which I found how remarkable my girl friends are! They are so strong! Can you imagine three girls smaller size than me can carry me in my wheelchair!! Girl power!! haha.....
and then attended Syed Imran class where we were drilled with a lot warfarin, heparin, LMWH, thrombolytic drug ........ at the end all I know is that when a patient has atrial fibrillation, PE, DVT you give warfarin for prophylaxis. Then if the patient has heart failure or hypertension you give aspirin as prevention...I kinda learnt a lot feel like a pharmacist hahaha
After workshop which was until 5.30 p.m my busy schedule still hasnt gone to a stop as me and Melissa went to see our tutor to get our class tests results. Then peggy, yen nee and I went to pasar malam go makan makan.......
Now here I am blogging *hehe*
floating in the air
Sometimes when I wake up in this morning I couldnt help but feel that woah I'm a pharmacist student and soon I'm becoming a sem 3 student. My sem 2 is coming to an end in about two days time. Tomorrow is the last class test :UTP! Dont know why we have UTP test?? The only thing I like about UTP is the CSU part. It's so much fun compared to listening to lecture and I really feel that I'm learning to become a pharmacist in CSU. Today CSU big test!!! I felt that I did OK but not excellent. The worse thing was that I was doubting myself whether did I ask the necessary question because I came out before the buzzer rang (earlier than 1 minute?) I cant imagine in sem 5 the OSCE time I will be downright panicked!
Last week of sem 2 is a week where reports, UTP essay and test came crashing in like they just dash into your life without knocking. Totally blown away: imagine 4 reports to do and one 1500 essay to write plus 10 plus notes to read about in order to UNDERSTAND the patient......
After tomorrow I need to step up again to do......do.......study for EOS lo! Sien...... I have been studying since the start of class tests every week until now and it aint going to stop until the last day of EOS that is on the 20 th May! Plus I got to sit for MUET on 8th and 10th May......aiyooooooo and I need to move house again.........................
This is the most stressful sem I have........
Last week of sem 2 is a week where reports, UTP essay and test came crashing in like they just dash into your life without knocking. Totally blown away: imagine 4 reports to do and one 1500 essay to write plus 10 plus notes to read about in order to UNDERSTAND the patient......
After tomorrow I need to step up again to do......do.......study for EOS lo! Sien...... I have been studying since the start of class tests every week until now and it aint going to stop until the last day of EOS that is on the 20 th May! Plus I got to sit for MUET on 8th and 10th May......aiyooooooo and I need to move house again.........................
This is the most stressful sem I have........
a road call journey
I feel that being an adult comes with a lot of price. Today I learnt that your brain fully developed at the age of 25 with the decision part being last to completely formed. But then how can you seriously wait until the age of 25 then learn how to be an adult??? Now I found a place to live a finally stable place to live without even need to think the next day where I will be. Sounds like a homeless person right?? I thought so too. So right now taking everything step by step:
(1) finding two housemates
(2) waiting for my mom to fly over here to help me move my stuff
(3) family conflict free
(4) brush up my social skills
(5) try to have a four-of-us outing...so long we never had an outing
Sometimes when I think of my future I feel scared coz I dont know who can I call or rely on when my parents are not in KL but in Kuching. But then I have this philosophy in life.....which I got from reading the book "The Secret"
When you are driving at night especially in a long journey to somewhere far (let's say from KL to Ipoh) you can only rely on your car spotlights (assuming there are no street lamps) to reach your destination. And each time you travel you can only see around 100 miles ahead and not the whole complete road in front of you. As you continue to travel, the road in front of you will slowly unfolds and unfolds and eventually you will reach your desired destination. Same goes with life it is not necessary to know what your future might be. What's important is now...by taking everything step by step eventually you will reach your goal...your future....
It's like a jigsaw puzzle, you put pieces by pieces together and voila you got your beautiful picture!
I hope this doesnt sound too complicated...hehehe
I have learnt also that you are solely the one who is in control of your happiness and not others. Dont rely on others to make you happy coz they can only join in your happiness....what matter the most is that you know what can make you happy. Then act on it....be happy! No matter how hard your life might be be happy! The rainy day will be over and soon a streak of rainbow will make its appearance. To me rainy day symbolises washing your sadness, sorrow and grief away....in order to make room for your happiness, laughter and joy to set in. If possible try to laugh each day, find something to laugh like watch a silly movie. After all they say laughter is the best medicine.
Sometimes I know it's easier said than do, I have that experience before but I tell myself every bad things that is happening will over very soon. My happiness is on its way and I must have faith that God is sending my happiness to me using his DHL service.....:)
Last thing to share
"It doesnt matter how long you can live, its the journey that matters the most...your very own journey"
(1) finding two housemates
(2) waiting for my mom to fly over here to help me move my stuff
(3) family conflict free
(4) brush up my social skills
(5) try to have a four-of-us outing...so long we never had an outing
Sometimes when I think of my future I feel scared coz I dont know who can I call or rely on when my parents are not in KL but in Kuching. But then I have this philosophy in life.....which I got from reading the book "The Secret"
When you are driving at night especially in a long journey to somewhere far (let's say from KL to Ipoh) you can only rely on your car spotlights (assuming there are no street lamps) to reach your destination. And each time you travel you can only see around 100 miles ahead and not the whole complete road in front of you. As you continue to travel, the road in front of you will slowly unfolds and unfolds and eventually you will reach your desired destination. Same goes with life it is not necessary to know what your future might be. What's important is now...by taking everything step by step eventually you will reach your goal...your future....
It's like a jigsaw puzzle, you put pieces by pieces together and voila you got your beautiful picture!
I hope this doesnt sound too complicated...hehehe
I have learnt also that you are solely the one who is in control of your happiness and not others. Dont rely on others to make you happy coz they can only join in your happiness....what matter the most is that you know what can make you happy. Then act on it....be happy! No matter how hard your life might be be happy! The rainy day will be over and soon a streak of rainbow will make its appearance. To me rainy day symbolises washing your sadness, sorrow and grief away....in order to make room for your happiness, laughter and joy to set in. If possible try to laugh each day, find something to laugh like watch a silly movie. After all they say laughter is the best medicine.
Sometimes I know it's easier said than do, I have that experience before but I tell myself every bad things that is happening will over very soon. My happiness is on its way and I must have faith that God is sending my happiness to me using his DHL service.....:)
Last thing to share
"It doesnt matter how long you can live, its the journey that matters the most...your very own journey"
i'm so busy!! No wonder in Bee 1-0-7
I dont know how many bpharmers have complained about this but I will be one of the many people of complain. So many things to do.....thank goodness Org Chem class test just finished at least I can breath a sigh of relief. But then oh no! I still got UTP essay to write, practical report to submit and PBL. Last PBL of this semester is about shock....how shocking!
Going to move to a place soon....hope it will be good!
Going to move to a place soon....hope it will be good!